The Smoking Gun

The stairs have never ever seemed so daunting Joints grinding together begging you to go no further And what's worse, your mind is listening To tired to continue - lost your muster and your fervor And this is the moment you've been fearing all your life This is the moment when you must decide Well, I've decided If I live to be 100, I still think it's true Existence worth existing is existing within you It's a shame you've grown to be so heartless Cause life is full of suffering but it's not without catharsis And I say that I will fight until my dying moment I will fight until my dying moment And every now and then, I'll get to see my family Eyes are turning, bridges burning, kids are so young they don't my name This isn't happening I'm old and getting older every day until the day I waste away Scream and shout 'till the last vibration leaves your throat Every weakness a strength to unfold If I live to be 100, I still would think it's true Existence worth existing is existing within you It's a shame you've grown to be so heartfless Cause life is full of suffering but it's not without carthasis And I say, I will fight until my dying moment I will fight until my dying moment Did you ever find what you were running from? Or did it just make you run farther away? Did you ever find your smoking gun? If I live to be 100, I still would think it's true Existence worth existing is existing within you It's a shame you've grown to be so heartfless Cause life is full of suffering but it's not without carthasis And I say, I will fight until my dying moment I will fight until my dying moment