Suffering

Say the word and ill walk away Its not like you To say sorry Or ever turn around and take the blame Id do anything to hear you say my name Its just a game You always play Make the rules Up everyday Never the same I need to walk away from this Cause I hate to complain Im sick of suffering I always tear myself down In the end Never learn my lesson Till its too late I hate Myself for the lack of things I can't control Its times like these I hurt more than you know I need some time to rethink this I never settle down cause I'm never complacent I only ever felt like another replacement I always kept my feelings in my head Cause I wasted my breath You always said that you'd listen But there's a difference between listening and the distance you left Mistake the noise for the silence Ive never really been for conversation or solace Im sick of suffering I always tear myself down In the end Never learn my lesson Till its too late I hate Myself for the lack of things I can't control Its times like these I hurt more than you know Sorry I could never be there how you wanted But for me You left before it started Feed me excuses Cause I know the truth You got the best of me And I got what's left of you Im sick of suffering I always tear myself down In the end Never learn my lesson Till its too late I hate Myself for the lack of things I can't control Its times like these I hurt more than you know Its times like these I hurt more than you know Its times like these I hurt more than you know