Messed Up

If i said that i was fine Would you leave me alone Would you leave me, baby would you leave me And if i said i need you now Would you pick up the phone Would you pick up the phone Cause I've been so messed up lately Lately Why'd you tell me to rest up When i don't even need to sleep What's the point in living If they don't let you feel alive What's the point in living If there's nothing there inside Twenty something times you've ripped the heart out Twenty something times I'm beginning to lose count Very Judgemental Never Letting go I told you That I'd changed Guess it's time to show You can't change the past So why you trying to hold on Learn from your mistakes Get back up Then you move on My heads not in the right place Guess I need my own space I told you it's a marathon You know it's not a sprint race I'll get there at my own pace I don't know what you want to hear Now I'm paralysed by fear Guess that's why I'm stranded here