Disassociated

Woke up feeling Disassociated. Everywhere i look i see the hatred. So i spend my time alone get jaded. ruined me until my smile faded. Was thinking bout you and i meeting up during the weekends But then i found out behind the curtains you was sleeping with another person now im out reimbursing the time that i lost thought that i was your damn everything! (Everything!)Woke up feeling disassociated (lose my brain) Everywhere i look i see the hatred (I want you!) So i spend my time alone get jaded (But we cant) ruined me until my smile faded Think that shits funny but thats from from true reside by my mental bad memories of you, try telling you my side you dont a clue designated my whole time just to see you now you think im all bad say you want me back saying that you changed but i think that this a phase hold up let me rephrase I don't really wanna find out the truth right now I don't really wanna get with you right now I don't really wanna get with nobody right now. Woke up feeling disassociated. Everywhere i look i see the hatred. So i spend my time alone get jaded. ruined me until my smile faded.