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This summer I lost her
Like an old drunk man paying his debts
She flew out my window this morning
When I cracked it open again
But she is not going where the lost things go
Cause she's not what I misplaced
She's the flower that I never watered
So she's gone to chase the rain
Could have loved her before I lost her
Had I been a friend
She's left me with nothing to grieve now
But remorse and our sell-by date
And no one to blame but the past midnights
And the I won't be home too late's
And I'm undeserving to tell her
But I sleep by the door she walked through
In bed with the death wish I granted
Dreaming I'd been what she needed me to
To
Had been perched on the neighborhood dead ends
Like two careful birds in the spring
But she's flying south for the winter
Before I'm freezing her wings again
Now I'm skipping stones by her doorstep
Digesting the words she said
Keeping busy before I knock with a pledge to always love her like I've lost her
Had I been a friend