Catharsis

Day after day This cycle triggers my deepest regrets The nothingness keeps feeding on me But I feel okay I'll lie to myself And think I know the way Casted away Endless ways of hating myself impotently No, I won't Stay the same This war I'm waging is against none but myself And I've fought my battles And I've smashed my face against the ground A life so shallow Yet I know This is not the life I chose Stimulation overdose Every day it's just one of those days Another warzone Straight into the fray My detonation gets closer and closer Until my sanity I will betray I've traded my battles I'm breaking this chains once and for all A time of revival Now I know This is not the life I chose Stimulation overdose Retrace the steps I've come undone Obliterate this pain inside This time will be The end for you and me For all those days I've spent alone Look at me What did I become? You are my own worst enemy Your death will be my remedy The cancer will never return I've turned the page and let it burn This is a new beginning I will not give up This is a new beginning I will Not give up