Empty

I can't feel bad when I feel empty Planning a gulit trip won't trip me All of things you did you should feel filthy Got dirtier than dirt itself Worst of all it turns out you only yourself Stop playing games you remember how I was working the belt You was giving it up like it was coming off by itself I had helped afterwards that don't change all feelings we felt Tried to do right by you and got left We had the temperature cooking where the chef We making love so let's share Had another nigga in her kitchen sinking thinking I was unaware Women use love and thats not playing fair Heart black as raven hair Saw the dangers they were there I can't read signs even when they laying there Going past the speed limit we not staying here Hit a crib crash in the bed I'm just laying there Saying to myself you decieving You are the reason Im waking up next to this girl for no reason Won't text back in the evening That's her last time seeing me in the morning I'm leaving Feeling embrassed thinking I committed treason Been a week since you been gone on a weekend Where you sleeping say you with family I think you cheating Your life at a different chapter I need do more reading Thought we weren't holding secrets Never each other back or leave at they weakest Only hold each other when we sleeping Thought you said you gone love me forever guess I was dreaming Now I'm waking up and I'm seeing It's all fake with everything we in Your feeling more built than building you be in It's hard to accept the feeling when people reacching In love you always learning a lesson or you teaching So I loved for no reason