Understimmed

I'm understimmed tonight Please don't think you aren't right It's all my fault, you see Something I just can't fix with me I fidget with your things 'Til they break past their seams I can't repress impulse Impending cough of stim signals Underwhelm Overwhelms Nothing now feels like hell I feel desensitized Flow chemicals through constant rides Emotive colors shine A monochrome of light I want to stay with you How could I be the one who Fell? Oh well I will stay with you Until we're well Oh my you I am bored Who can see the sun as it goes dark? What plans can't start without the Lie-Stim-You Overcompensation For a null sensation Sensory Underload All these contraptions coming To satisfy this plight That I just don't feel right Maybe I sleep it off Until it's had enough