ciao bella

Hey it's Charlie, lost dog, Dropping fucking bombs like it's Swanton, More wanted than a Cosa Nostra mob boss, These bitches talking shit, can they just log off? They making a racket so I send them some hot shots, Cooking up a feast like I'm your grandma with her hot pot, I'm the top dog, Rishad, Kenny Lamar, I'm a good kid, But I've been kissing lipses like it's dot dot dot dot dot, Might've been your hot thot, Sorry now it's awkward, CLOCKED OFF now I'm running as fast I can, A different perspective, I swear I'm neglecting the plans from my past, And I'm being selective of the people I let put their hand in my hand, Man I need antiseptic for the wound cause it's fresh and a plaster is damned, I swear everyday I still feel the blade that cut me brash with a gash, Feeling more bi in romance and polar, mood turns to trash in a flash, Burning through my wallet, end of the day just turning my cash into ash, And now that I'm driving, fighting and surviving, pray I don't crash on the dash, And I've been on the ha- Something I thought would be worse has been nothing but great, And it's more of a tool for me to be cool instead of setting me straight, And with these lyrics I hope you all can just insinuate, All of the shit that I want you to hear is behind these bars like Andrew Tate, Emancipate all my desires innate, Embracing the id, Freudian philosophies in my head is making me rid, Myself of any restraint, any regulation, any restrict, I feel myself everyday by day turning to a man from a kid, Through: Self-internalisation, Analysing all my statements, I'm now narrating, all of my situations, all of my motivations, Am I just slaving to the education system that I've been ingrained in? Self-externalisation, Positioning myself into the world like product placement, Self-internalisation, Analysing all my statements, I'm now narrating, all of my situations, all of my motivations, Am I just slaving to the education system that I've been ingrained in? Self-externalisation, Positioning myself into the world like product placement, DAMN! I'm retracing the steps of my past, Cutting off memories, that will now sever me, from all the suffering that I once had, From all the agony that I once felt, But now I focus on myself, Rebuilding identity, they won't remember me, I'm a new entity, shifting up mentally, To the past I say godspeed, Adios to the lost grief, Ciao Bella to the lonely, Sayonara to the old me, But bonjour to the confidence, Ciao Bella to the obvious, Hola to the prominence, And good morning to all of it, It's marvellous, Please no more questions, All of you making my brain get infected with all of your fucking suggestions, And please do not comment on my inflections, I don't control that shit, its objective, I do not wanna your hear your subjective opinion, Or what you've recommended, Because if I made this shit then its perfect, Not to you but to me, yeah I know what I like and its working, I know what is nice and I know when it hits that its right, and I know you don't know you're disturbing, I know you don't know you're a burden, I'm sorry if this too assertive, But I simply cannot just keep it in mentally, And sometimes I f*ck up the wording, Don't get it Twisted! Please don't portray me in a negative image, I just explain my opinion, I appreciate your feedback but not just "somethings missing", And also not "your voice sucks" that's not a choice cunt, I guess I can adjust the noise but you're still annoyed? What? Imma just relax and make my music without any strings attached, Things are back in place in my life, Imma just cling to that, I got no commitments to anyone and I'm into that, I can just soar and explore until my wings detach... Self-internalisation, Analysing all my statements, I'm now narrating, all of my situations, all of my motivations, Am I just slaving to the education system that I've been ingrained in? Self-externalisation, Positioning myself into the world like product placement, Self-internalisation, Analysing all my statements, I'm now narrating, all of my situations, all of my motivations, Am I just slaving to the education system that I've been ingrained in? Self-externalisation, Positioning myself into the world like product placement,