Sliding Backward (feat. Dre Lee)

Yeah, I need to take a step back Get my mind on track Gain the courage I lack to plan the attack Take a good look past the obstacles, in fact I'll just run into them until they crack Is that the sound of failure calling my name Yeah, failure's always around He's just playing games I keep telling him to stay in his place But failure keeps on calling anyway (Yeah, aye) So what if everything is falling down Life sliding backward is unoriginal now Can't give a f*ck to turn things around Might as well continue the trend I've found Look, All around me it's crashing down can't find a reason to save the day Guilty conscience in my distant thoughts cus I know I can't keep living this way Stumbling over forgetting my pace I'm Losing my mind get out of my face It's Gotta be more to this life than all of this running I feel like I'm stuck in a race Cus Most of my fights be mentally Cus I'm my own worst enemy Stressed out always overthink I'm Sitting around wasting my energy Looking back I don't remember me Fresh start new identity And I don't know what's getting into me I'm Tryna live life in memories (Save me from myself) Running out of time Afraid that imma cross the line (I could use some help) It's So much on my mind It's Hard for me to see the lines So what if everything is falling down Life sliding backward, is unoriginal now Can't give a f*ck to turn things around Might as well continue the trend I found Uh, It seems like shit never goes my way I was just in a wreck the other day Thank God my family is okay But I'm a mess financially I work hard and hope that they never see My world closing in around me I can't borrow anymore, my pride is weak My mind is exhausted internally This suburban life is getting to me Afraid I can't be the father I want to be So tell me, what do I do now If I can't save myself Falling down Life sliding backward is unoriginal now Can't give a f*ck to turn things around Might as well continue the trend I found