Incinerator

My cheeks aren't wet but I know my eyes are glistening Heard what you said but don't think I was listening Inside my head something important's missing Don't know what it is but I find it when we're kissing Sometimes I wonder if it's safer on the floor Sometimes I wonder how much more can I endure This curse I'm under seems to last forevermore And this stupid fucking raven keeps on tapping at my door Incinerator I'll see you later At least not today Instead I'll burn my blues away Not sure when it was when the days became the same And I've been searching high and low for a groundhog I can blame Sometimes it's hard for me to remember my own name Asphyxiating photographs constricted by the frame Sometimes I wonder 'bout those voices I ignore Sometimes I wonder what it is I'm searching for My reflection is the one that I abhor I take a spotless mirror and I smash it on the floor Incinerator I'll see you later At least not today Instead I'll burn my blues away Put this star inside your pocket Be careful not to drop it It ripped my arm from the socket But I wouldn't change a thing Sometimes I wonder how you shake me to my core Sometimes I wonder was there ever a before You know you are the only one that I adore Even when I'm underwater see you shining on the shore Incinerator Can I ask one favor When I'm old and gray Will you send me on my way