I'm Sad, But It's Different

So, instead of pretending like I Like I'm only sad, and not ever angry I will just try to realize When I'm like, I'm like Sad, but it's different I'm sad but like But there's sometimes it's not sad Little do they know, it's a whole world in there Bet you didn't think this song would hurt But I want you to listen to these words It's not about the beat It may not be neat But that's not what I need I need me to be authentic At the end, know that I meant this I'm sad, but it's different My feelings are differin' Not mad at the people around me Just mad at my feelings about me I know my voice isn't the greatest But the words are the reason I made this Altering my voice with effects 'Cuz I can't sing, I say thank you, next So hopefully it sounds okay Because at the end of the day It's not about the beat It may not be neat But that's not what I need I just need someone to listen to me Because in my head, there are things to see I'm sad, but it's different My feelings are differin' Not mad at the people around me Just mad at my feelings about me I know my voice isn't the greatest But the words are the reason I made this Sleep? I think I just might But that's just when I have to fight What if I actually just slept through the night? Nearing the end now, I hear applause and take a bow But then I wake up from the dream People online can be so mean Just remember, not everyone is as they seem So, what do you think? What, that? Oh no, that was horrible, horrible Really? Wha-what'd you think was wrong with it? Everything! Everything was wrong with it You're really gonna put that out? I mean, I guess I don't love how it sounds Alright, you're right I'll just keep it to myself