Nocturnal

Load it up, the world I'm in is digital These so-called mentors are so critical Now these tormentors are in my mental I don't want tough love, just give it to me gentle But when I keep up this sobriety It's not always great for my anxiety I've been writing about it in my journal I'm coming close to being nocturnal I keep negative energy external My spark inside me burns eternal Make it personal enough so it's embarrassing to share That's the best way I know to show you that I care Thank you for showing that you care for me Time is stopped now like a Jeremy Bearimy I've been writing about it in my journal I'm coming close to being nocturnal I keep negative energy external My spark inside me burns eternal I get lost inside my head I meet the thoughts that are filled with dread Cuz that's where I feel free People say only you know you But I only semi-know me