Unsure

I try to be a pretty happy guy I try to keep my chin to the sky I try to lead a pretty happy life Had that mentality since one-five I tried to be a pretty happy kid Yeah, I really really did But "enjoy your youth" just never seemed to fit Not sure what I'm doing Not sure where I'm going Not sure how to do it Pretty sure this is blow- Not sure what I'm saying Not sure what I'm giving Not sure I should pay it Pretty sure I'm just living Then one day, it all clicked Music was the passion I had picked Had done it before, but not to this scale Pretty sure I was going to fail Try to stay happy even in the bad times I try to stay happy even in the sad times Try to connect with people for more glad times They're the ones who help you through the mad times They're the ones who told me to try these mad rhymes Nabir's the one who told me to try the sad rhymes He's up there now, not dying to get out He's the one who makes me want to shout Every single day, at least one 'bout Every single day, at least one rout He's what really stresses me out Finding a way to get him back home now Not sure what I'm doing Not sure where I'm going Not sure how to do it Pretty sure this is blowing Not sure what I'm saying Not sure what I'm giving Not sure I should pay it Pretty sure I'm just living Not sure what I'm doing Not sure where I'm going Not sure how to do it Pretty sure this is blowing He controls what I'm saying He tells me I'm not giving He says not to pay it He's not sure about living