Broken

I've ran the highways and by ways Stolen cars and hopped on trains Looking for a place to call home and rest my troubled brain I can't outrun these demons, They clutching ever tight Toss and turn all goddamn night too scared to turn out all the lights Lord send me an angel, so I can fly away Cleanse my soul with bleach and take me to a brighter day It's just me I'm fooling, lying to myself My Fate is sealed I'm rotten scum headed straight for hell Late at night mind wanders, evil faces in the dark Blood seeping from the walls, illuminate my scars Stuck in a living nightmare, cursed to repeat Time stands still I've given up, I bow down to defeat When will it all be over, Waiting on you my friend Please oh please grim reaper, take me to the end And swing your sickle my way, let the death blade sway I'm ready for the shit I'll suffer, for all eternity All my life been searching, looking for myself The reflection I see, is nothing to be proud Nothing to be proud Still I'm fighting, running in that race Dust myself off when I fall and get back up to pace I get back up to pace Before I fucking break and go fuckin insane Lord send me an angel so I can fly away Cleanse my soul with bleach and take me to a brighter day It's just me I'm fooling lying to myself Fate is sealed I'm rotten scum and headed straight for hell All my life been searching, looking for myself The reflection I see is nothing to be proud Nothing to be proud Still I'm fighting, running in that race Dust myself off when I fall and get back up to pace I get back up to pace Before I fucking break and go fuckin insane