Love Note

I'm so sorry I left you hanging that one night Outside in the rain I just wanna tell you I love you I just wanna see you again If I could do anything I would take back that night I would take it back in a heartbeat But you can't replace Lost time I blacked out At the bar Killed seven people Stabbed a man in the neck in the eye Then kissed his peehole I'm so fucking high Blood is on my hands Blood is on my hands Everytime I think about that night I just wanna cry I hold on to so many things and I just- I just want to tell you If I could take it all back I would Every second I would start fresh Like when we first met Yea I just fucking killed someone on the road I ran em over It was a thirteen year old girl I hit her on the shoulder She's fucking dead She's fucking dead I'm gonna run I'm gonna run My hand is broken in half I can't fucking see I'm so fucked up God help me If I could just see you one last time Just hold your hand, feel your skin, your touch I would do it I would take it all back like I've told you a million times I would let go of everything and everyone Just so I could see you again Oh my god I'm so fucked I think i'm gonna overdose I just stuck two needles in my arm I don't know what they are I think it's meth I think it's heroin I think it's everything I'm gonna die tonight Aaaggghhhh God help me God Are you there god I need you more than anything I need something Give me a sign Give me a fucking sign I just wanna know If I'm gonna die I'm gonna fucking die It's done it's fucking over I can't hold on to anything anymore I'm going to hell I'm going to hell I'm going to hell I'm going to hell