so much to say but i can't put it into words

Heard you sittin' courtside in the nosebleeds While I'm crushing up these Percs and my nosebleeds And you blowin' up my phone, know where this leads It was all about you, not what we need I said, "Please don't break my heart", that's what I plead Yeah, I did it all for you, so tell me why cheat? Now I'm runnin' to the gun like an athlete So I'm sorry mum you can find me six feet Can't seem to find the strength to Block your number out my phone Can't seem to find the strength to Block your number out my phone Pull that knife out my back please (Out my back please) How you crush my soul with such ease? Thought you'd be the one (The one) You played me like a joke for fun (For fun) I'm defeated you can have it you won (You won) So why can't I say we're done Like a butterfly in a ca-age But without you I'm a go insa-ane Put the barrel right to my bra-ain When around me don't speak his na-ame Like a butterfly in a ca-age But without you I'm a go insa-ane Put the barrel right to my bra-ain When around me don't speak his na-ame Heard you sittin' courtside in the nosebleeds While I'm crushing up these Percs and my nosebleeds And you blowin' up my phone, know where this leads It was all about you, not what we need I said, "Please don't break my heart", that's what I plead Yeah, I did it all for you, so tell me why cheat? Now I'm runnin' to the gun like an athlete So I'm sorry mum you can find me six feet Pick up the pieces you making a mess Percs by my side but still filled with stress Tell me your thoughts, don't make me guess Can't lie I still love I have to confess