Gethsemane

Tell me if I hurt you, would our feelings stay the same? She saw my heart was gaping but proceeded with the blade Before this I was more than heroin needles poking veins Before this whore had coiled both her hands, I'm not the same Baby tell me if you felt me falling would you slip away? I'm dishonest when my words forgive and preach you for the pain Before this, all this bullshit, all these scars above my veins I was in the darkness, just a shadow in the shade Bitch I'm crying in the rain, tear drops tatted on my face Rainfall, tears fall She changed my mind again Bitch I'm crying in the rain, tear drops tatted on my face Rainfall, tears fall She changed my mind again Bitch I'm crying in the rain, tear drops tatted on my face Rainfall, tears fall She changed my mind again Bitch I'm crying in the rain, tear drops tatted on my face Rainfall, tears fall She changed my mind again Look out bitch it's black outside, I'm feeling grey just like the skies It's overcasting my whole life, goddamn I hate this fucking life Blast the shotty through my eyes, there's no escape from suicide Throw me in the fucking grave, the bloody mattress where I lay You never know what I'm up to until I'm in your fucking face I'm popping pills up on delay, you know I like it this way Bitch I gotta call up Jay and ask him ''what the f*ck we do today? Tell me ''get the f*ck up mane, don't give a f*ck what you gotta say F*ck these bitches they so lame No more hiding up now mane Gotta pop off in your lane, I swear to God I'ma swerve you hoe Pop one off inside your dome, I'm out here all up in my zone I swear to God I feel alone, I swear to God I feel alone