Mourning Never Comes

Anxiety is creeping, prescriptions refilling They filling my mouth and they locking me out With the demons still lurking, they possessing me now I'm still hearing the footsteps through out of my house With my finger still itching to blow my head out and my body still shaking I'm ending it now, as I'm tying the noose, I'm still thinking 'bout you Leave me behind, I don't matter to you You need a new life so I'm giving you mine I wish and I wish that we had some more time But it's never too late, maybe this time you're right Please just forget me, no matter, don't matter, just seek for some light to escape out the night I lost you that once but now f*ck it, it's twice Last time for a year and now it's for life I loved you forever, 'til my death, now it's time Gash in my skull waiting for a pick up Play this when I die, who the f*ck give a f*ck? No one give a f*ck when it's lonely at the top Now I'm staring down the barrel at the bottom frozen up I ain't give a shit about a thing you say I'm tired of the questions asking ''Leto you ok?'' No I'm fucking not, I just wanna loosen up Only problem is now my noose is tight as f*ck Had it and I lost it, say I'm sorry it don't cut it Losing everybody 'round me, all I say is ''fucking f*ck it'' When it comes to fucking this, or it comes to fucking that I know I'm at the bottom so I take a seat and laugh At my sorrow and misfortunes, I'm a problem and a half Burning all my bridges by the inches, f*ck a plan My only plan is suicide, what the f*ck you think? You know I fucking love you but I know this fucking it, hoe