Until the End of Time

Hiding behind misery Nauseous from trauma I'm weak Inside the coffin I reek S-U-I-C-I-D-E Frying my memory with the pills that I eat With the scythe in the sheath I will slice all these all these sheep Got me collecting the blood that they bleed Lay me on ice I'm deceased Embalm me then harvest my skin All these bullets have your name written on them The trigger I pull it, you're blasting my mind Oh just leave me behind bitch my blood is the tide Triple 6 in my eyes A dead fucker can't cry I commit suicide Cut Throat's start to demise I'm not telling you twice Spent a week on a ward they not letting me go Got me calling your name Why don't you pick up your phone? Drugs got me shaking Eyes looking vacant I'm killing myself all alone in the basement I ain't slept for weeks I light up the cig I feel complacent Give in temptations I'm getting faded Stay isolated My body aching, withdrawals chasing I'm shooting up, I can't see they faces My body numb, I done been replaced Want better times, you wan' say goodbye Nobody comes around I can't do no right You say I'm fine, I don't f*ck with life I'm on my own, I'm so fucking tired You promise lies, you promised twice You looked me in my fucking eyes You told me straight everything's alright Where was you when I attempt suicide?