Lonely

Here I am On the rooftop again In the middle of the night No particular reason other than To get the attention of Amazing Grace I forgot the melodies of my songs of faith And I feel nervous, out of control I feel this is the best that I know how to do And I know it's not right It's not enough to make it through the night I feel lonely, and I'm always sad I feel I've given more than I should have And now I want to take it back There are some things that you can't ask for from me I feel worthless, frozen in time And I long for a place to hide And I can tell this won't be enough Imposter of this royal blood And still, there's a part of my mind That believes in a God who is kind And if I can trust my memory You've always been listening So if you're not upset with me Help me remember why I believe in you