Elysium Fields

I'm deprived of sleep and yet The moon keeps calling me Outside for just One more drink One more kiss before the sun Comes shining in I can see it on The horizon beyond my scraped knees And bloody fingertips I'll admit that I'm not sure what I desire All I know is that I'm hopping on the streetcar I've got a one way ticket to my own demise And I know that it's my fault in the end I'm forgetting to sleep and it's Starting to feel like my eyes Will roll out of my head I can feel it One more gut wrenching feeling I Question all of my ideals I wonder if I'm real I don't know My mind is screaming and these lies keep piling I've lost all hope I'll admit that I'm not sure what I desire All I know is that I'm hopping on the streetcar I've got a one way ticket to my own demise And I know that it's my fault in the end In the end It's the end I don't wanna fall Asleep on my own I don't wanna fall Asleep on all alone I am craving sleep and yet My thoughts keep haunting me Can I Rest In Peace? Nothing will stop me From crashing into this horrid fate Aware that changing now Would be too late