I Wish I Could Stay

Nothing turned out the way I imagined it to But I know that it was meant to be like this So when I crawl back into bed without you I remember that I was stuck in a dream I wish I could stay And forget all these lies I wish I could stay But it doesn't feel right Did I waste my time trying to make these silly plans? I feel so empty and pathetic and in over my head Like a child believing the world was in my hands I loved you so hard I forgot who I am I miss you when I'm drunk I miss you when I'm high I miss you when I finish my last smoke for the night I miss you when I'm angry I miss you when I'm blue I miss you like the sun always misses the moon (Will you still think of me after I'm gone) I wish I could stay Just soak in this sight I wish I could stay Just bathe in your light But midnight has come Have to say my goodbyes It was a divine pleasure To get lost in your eyes