Pansy

Is there something wrong being A two sided person Cause my brain is uncertain And my body is broken And I, I let myself go Got me tattooed on your body To keep on reminding Got your smoke on my breath so I keep on forgetting Call me a pansy cause I'll keep growing back But I'll always be afraid of the hurt And once you get to know me I bet you'll understand Won't blame you for leaving so early Though it's easy to numb All the pain that I'm feeling I'm a glutton for self sabotage It's hard wired into me Guess I'll never be able to stop myself Got me tattooed on your body To keep on reminding Got your smoke on my breath so I keep on forgetting Call me a pansy cause I'll keep growing back But I'll always be afraid of the hurt And I'll write your name on the side of my cigarette So I'll always suffocate on you're poison