Restless

Every single night I lay awake Tired yet focused Molded by misfortune Completely incapacitated I try to forget Nothing i do seems to helps anymore Perpetually misguided Incessant thoughts of ceasing existence Missing in this decrpit state My body aches Nothing seems to dull this idle pain Im reaching out for anything Im reaching out I have lost every last drop of hope Each day filled with deafening silence Forever saturated with regret