Going To The Edge

Desperation Feeling sad, feeling lost into oblivion When I search I never seem to find a reason I say I'm fine Cause many times, I found myself going to the edge But I didn't know which god I would pray For all the people that I hurt, that I scared Oh all this time, never felt I belonged anywhere I'm crashed and burned and falling from the air And my parachute has failed Unworthy People starve and people die while I feel lonely Dying alone Always in my head I never thought I would survive past thirteen Yet all the insults, all the bullies never got me I'm still alive Cause many times, I found myself going to the edge But I never know which god I should pray For all the loved ones that I hurt, that I scared So many times, I found myself going to the edge But I didn't know which god I would pray For all the people that I hurt, that I scared Oh all this time, never felt I belonged anywhere I'm crashed and burned and falling from the air And my parachute has failed