Waiting

Waiting for a sign That id get out of this alive Waste all this time Wishin I’d rather just die Fall on my face And forget you were mine I try to holler or cry But now i'm hollow inside Fed up with the feelings You only cared for physical appearance I don't even know what the hell your deal is Even started this shit with my parents Bearing, tearing, blaming and swearing When you're with me is like you're embarrassed Its payday too and i'm the dallas Shoutout Aly you the realist Illest, chillest person that i know I even got help from the Patron Bring the gun hoe and the joke’s on I’ve been lost too for so long Walking this road all alone Ain't no one buzzin on my phone Looking at your eyes of rhinestone That’s what I once called my home But enough of the talking and sulking I better man up and just walk it I’ve had enough of this dead man thats walking Pick the gun up and just cock it I could but the barrel to my marrow Its the easy way out just to exit Spitting these rhymes like my blood flow Rather pick the mic back up and just rap it This my medium to deal with This life i’m given to deal with Aint shooting myself like a dimwit Aint cutting myself like a nitwit Im the pilot in the cockpit I control my own life outfit I didnt come all this way just to quit Bring your own baggage along bitch Waiting for a sign That id get out of this alive Waste all this time Wishin I’d rather just die Fall on my face And forget you were mine I try to holler or cry But now i'm hollow inside Waited for the sign The sign of the times Loved you so much that id walk the line Call it a sin but to me you're divine Gave you my truth and you fed me with lies The otp, both like tonic and lime Cure for my heart but toxic in mind Hard to believe but you got me so blind Whyd you leave me to die Whyd you leave me to die Waiting for a sign That id get out of this alive Waste all this time Wishin I’d rather just die Fall on my face And forget you were mine I try to holler or cry But now i'm hollow inside