overdose

I can't comprehend what's in my mind Bloody horrors fill my head like bliss Shadows directing my thoughts I tried fighting them off but failed They have consumed me whole Leaving any pain behind And i delve into my soul But it's no use right now cause I can't comprehend what's in my mind Bloody horrors fill my head like bliss Shadows directing my thoughts I tried fighting them off but failed I try to take the pills Drink up friends, there's no day like this I look at the stars and think of my love Does he want the same thing? I can't comprehend what's in my mind Bloody horrors fill my head like bliss Shadows directing my thoughts I tried fighting them off but failed My mind fills with a new hope And i spew them out before it's too late Alcohol plays with my head But i can't give up now And roses hit my smell Finally i'm free I can jump in his arms gently He grabs my jaw, brings it up and kisses my lips Thank you my dear