Broken Mirrors

You already know what it is Can you look at yourself in the mirror I battle my demons on a daily so I know I can It ain't never easy it ain't fittin to get no easier I was left with nothing but the blood in my veins Demigod Y'all might not understand that That's cool I get it Kinda like you gotta walk a mile to feel a mile You know what I mean That's ok though Cause Imma keep giving it to you 100 percent raw Vibe with me Outside I'm picture perfect Inside a broken mirror Just to feel my pain you'd go insane I cannot make it clearer Got a death wish on my shoulder hearts becoming colder Life's a constant up and down feels like a roller coaster Paranoid can't trust it's over grown man never got no closure Forced to be a man had to understand what I cost to be a soldier Gotta stand front line til it's over battle these demons sober At the end of the day I'll always pray until the day it's over Stand all ten toes on the daily Wake up repeat mind gone crazy Stick to the g code can't be lazy No what it feels like when the sun gone rainy So I stand up can't phase me Twist an L up then blaze it Get it the booth work on my cadence Battle my demons fight all temptations Know about real pain can't save me Feelings so deep miss my babies Look at my life inside gone crazy Seeming like it's perfect I hate it Ain't no loyalty can't replace it More achieve the more they hate me Bet I got more coming in the making Ambition they cannot break it I'm trying to tell you if you felt my pain you probably wouldn't be standing here today Came from nothing so I'm proof you can make yourself something can't stop me now Ambition inside can't break me Thoroughbred DNA can't fake it Demigod inside can't phase me Coming for mine it's a must they pay me From a man to boy upgraded Ain't much out here gone phase me Battle my demons we hash it out daily Play with my mind and I battle them bravely Outside I'm picture perfect Inside a broken mirror Just to feel my pain you'd go insane I cannot make it clearer Got a death wish on my shoulder hearts becoming colder Life's a constant up and down feels like a roller coaster Paranoid can't trust it's over grown man never got no closure Forced to be a man had to understand what I cost to be a soldier Gotta stand front line til it's over battle these demons sober At the end of the day I'll always pray until the day it's over Gave it all up wishing on a star Ambitious soul and it got me this far Dig deep inside and I'll show you my scars Pop me a zany and drift off to Mars Talented but they cannot save me Anything that I do they'll pay me Given position that most will not get Earn every dollar ain't given no split Lead by example so will never quit Blood of a God in your brain like a myth Tangle my words and I'll give you a gift Hearing my message you will not forgive Meet me in person you'll know how I live Humble as ever and eager to give Know that I'll personally die for my kids Hungry as ever it is what it is Outside I'm picture perfect Inside a broken mirror Just to feel my pain you'd go insane I cannot make it clearer Got a death wish on my shoulder hearts becoming colder Life's a constant up and down feels like a roller coaster Paranoid can't trust it's over grown man never got no closure Forced to be a man had to understand what I cost to be a soldier Gotta stand front line til it's over battle these demons sober At the end of the day I'll always pray until the day it's over