Sunday Rain

My scar collection is proof that I've been through hell and lived to tell about it So let the misery pour down on me like fucking rain The day I realized where every ecstasy lies was the day my suicide plot slowly dissolved What's the point in ending an existence before its time My influence will live on after I die Save your tears for a day when you can land a river to free them Save your tears for a better day to drown your fucking sorrows I've spent countless nights with nothing more than the thought of suicide There is a battle within that I'm not sure is worth winning Even if hell is imminent, every thought is a plague To everyone I love, just know I've always wanted so much more I used to love the rain until it fell everyday I used to love the rain until it flooded everything Save your tears for a day when you can lend a river to free them Save your tears for a better day to drown your fucking sorrows Bless this mess Everything I say revolves around this fucking pain I can't decide whether it's worth the fucking time, to even speak Everything I say revolves around this pain, I can't decide... is it worth the time to speak One day I realized where every ecstasy lies