family

And I tried to hide it from you And I tried to do something i couldn't do And it just feels like im running from you I do these drugs i do not want to It feels you hate me i hate me too And i promise mother i don't hate you You just be messing with me and i hate that too And you do not understand me and what i do Do what i do to escape from you Is that what family supposed to do Is this what family supposed to do I thought that you had my lil back but you don't And you the reason that i want to be grown Whenever im in this house i feel alone Feeling tired feeling cold You do not listen no more Pushing everyday im done Mother i don't feel your love This what we got is not trust You be making me feel fucked up Thoughts in my head tell them shut up Is this what family supposed to be of