Coda

I remember empty sheets I've been thinking about everything Haunted shapes of bodies and the heat that's sighing in-between But there's nothing there, that was years ago And I really don't have that much to show since then So I roll through another you To f*ck the memories out my head and try to get some sleep Because this you don't want to And you don't want me (You don't want me You don't want me) I pulled your hair before you threw up everywhere We're alone again Pulled off my shirt once more "I just want it to mean something" "I'm sure" But don't you worry about me baby I've got shifting plates and brittle bones (It's all I've ever known) It's old news, don't call unless you have to F*ck me in the morning with my eyes closed I don't want you saying "boy you look so sick before" I'll show you everything I learned when I was away from you I ran away from you I was afraid of you and me (and what that means) There is no-one I can still talk to Just acting I just hold it It's like role-play Was it you? Saying "please don't sink Keep your eyes on me Just stay awake baby Keep your eyes on me"? But i don't want to (I don't want to I don't want to)