Feather Letters (Recreant Soldier's Fiesta)

I know that I'm always around But you know I'm never me What was it you said you'd found in that hole in the middle of me Nothing scares me quite like you and I But I'm still standing in the same place waiting for you every night With parade balloons and canapés But you won't come back to see this Let the streamers fly If we'd all be so remiss What was it you always said? You're so far ahead of me but I keep turning around - You're always there Post feather letters through my door Was a fearful child But I adored you I left my high strung heart at home And the orchids out alone Post feather letters through my door Was a fearful child But I adored you