Below The Surface

Some days, I sit and I fantasize Look back and I close my eyes My solutions Never ever better than my problems Started wondering if I am the problem How can everybody walk around so flawless I been playing This game of life that's forever changing This life is really what you wanna make it Tell the people that I love "we're gonna make it" Always wanna know if this life's a lie So far as so below I never say goodbye Been trapped in here so long Dunno life apart from hell I been stuck behind these bars That's inside my mental cell Where are we, right from the start Lock me in a cage and throw away the key Keeping me from all the sights I always dream to see Now I long forgiveness and I'm begging for some mercy Haven't been Haven't been Haven't been at home Took a long road 'cus I always been by my lone I got lost in the forest so I spoke to the trees Told me life is what you make it, it won't ever be a breeze Take my hand, take a breath, take a path that you can see Evil lurks in every room that's why shadows never fade If you feel your trapped inside a box, remember that it's fake You have power of your choices, troubled minds can quickly break Mental health has been a struggle, best I do is pray and wait Always wanna know if this life's a lie I try to push away but it's always on my mind Been stuck inside a cell, and I'm floating to the top Always wanna know if this life's a lie So far as so below I never say goodbye Been trapped in here so long Dunno life apart from hell I been stuck behind these bars That's inside my mental cell Where are we, right from the start Lock me in a cage and throw away the key Keeping me from all the sights I always dream to see Now I long forgiveness and I'm begging for some mercy Always wanna know if this life's a lie I try to push away but it's always on my mind Been stuck inside a cell, and I'm floating to the top Always wanna know if this life's a lie So far as so below I never say goodbye Been trapped in here so long Dunno life apart from hell I been stuck behind these bars That's inside my mental cell Where are we, right from the start Lock me in a cage and throw away the key Keeping me from all the sights I always dream to see Now I long forgiveness and I'm begging for some mercy As my memories are turning to grey