Ecstasy

From the bottom of the bridge, won't you read my thoughts XXX, crucified, on a cross Dumbass actions had the biggest impacts Love the strongest drug bitch I don't wanna relapse Have I been forgetting how to forget someone Haven't had emotions close to this one Life is too short to get my heart broke Party never ending and I leave it on a high note Never have I opened up, I wish I could've saw that Murder on my mind, got me fucked up mentally Never usin' molly 'cus I know I had my ecstasy When we cross paths it's a new way of pleasure But we're just above the surface will we stay up here forever I been looking at your empty heart there's nothing we can treasure Tried and tried again, we should end it for the better How we posed to live If all we have is what we give Talking lust we talk a lot Brought up love and then we fought Have I been forgetting how to forget someone Haven't had emotions close to this one Life is too short to get my heart broke Party never ending and I leave it on a high note Never have I opened up, I wish I could've saw that Murder on my mind, got me fucked up mentally Never usin' molly 'cus I know I had my ecstasy Once I had the ecstasy I let it get the best of me I fell into that habit once and never will I mentally I'm stuck in this position now because of all the ecstasy Thoughts of suicide always making it worse Got me feeling dead, like the kid with the curse Thinking of my habits that's what's all in my mind And I just wanna I just wanna leave it all behind I keep forgetting how to forget someone Never had emotions close to this one Life is too long to get my heart broke Party always ending and I'm leaving on a high note Never will I open up, I don't wanna see that Blowing out my brains, got me fucked up mentally Never needed molly 'cus now I lost my ecstasy Ecstasy, this fantasy Could not be my destiny Still here, no vanity Ecstasy Ecstasy