Faded // Sedated

I'm used to updates Send a text, if I'm up late All alone, I don't know All alone, I don't know When I am faded, I hear you saying Everything I want Makes me sedated Send a text, if you won't call me I need you around me Wake up, and hold me Make me sedated I played games with my heart once Always took the wrong path Telling me don't chase that But I fucking did that And I fucking hated that Left me stranded all alone Now I feel I found a home Waiting for this roller coaster Know how fast and where it goes to Round my heart, through my head Wishing that it never ends Found someone, I'm not trapped in Double life, I hide my fans Feeling of the power in the palm of my hands Feeding on my ego and emotions don't admit I have Way too to many bruises 'cus I leave it all in the past Giving my heart, day by day Leaving my mark, on my way I have been waiting Each day, was wasted I have been waiting Each day, was wasted When I am faded, I hear you saying Everything I want Makes me sedated Send a text, if you won't call me I need you around me Wake up, and hold me Make me sedated All alone, all alone All alone, all alone All alone, all alone All alone, all alone She said people don't change, promises are never real Honestly we think the same, but I needa prove her wrong If I could give the world to her, she would have to wait Fallen for a girl, that I know I wanna date When I am faded, I hear you saying Everything I want Makes me sedated Send a text, if you won't call me I need you around me Wake up, and hold me Make me sedated