How We Were

We'll never go back to how we were I see your face but it's turning to a blur The love we had was a blessing yet a curse I'm doing pretty bad but I guess I could be worse Demons all around like 666 Took another shot now I'm xxx Made it to the top now I'm six feet down Lost my breath and made me drown Are memories enough for me I forgot they're turning gray Look out far as I can see Body to body, lovin' me Have enough money Filled with greed I caught a body I'm lazy I make a plan A to B You make a plan A to Z And we'll never go back to how we were I see your face but it's turning to a blur The love we had was a blessing yet a curse I'm doing pretty bad but I guess I could be worse Demons all around like 666 Took another shot now I'm xxx Made it to the top now I'm six feet down Lost my breath and made me drown Why you always talkin' bout the time I let you go If I really let you go How the hell are we still here We got so many plans And so much left to do I don't care if it hurts I just wanna be with you Open up that door Yeah you better let me in I have feelings I ignore Just so I can feel alright In the moment I'll be fine Take a week I'll flip around I bring darkness to the light Trust that you'll be safe and sound If you're with me then it's fine We fall apart I lose my mind I brought issues from my past Show and tell up in this class Be my teacher I'm the student Just give me a passing grade I been daydreaming at my desk Reminiscin' what we made I hate to admit it Correct me if I'm wrong We can never get it back If we keep ourselves withdrawn We'll never go back to how we were I see your face but it's turning to a blur The love we had was a blessing yet a curse I'm doing pretty bad but I guess I could be worse Demons all around like 666 Took another shot now I'm xxx Made it to the top now I'm six feet down Lost my breath and made me drown We'll never go back to how we were I see your face but it's turning to a blur The love we had was a blessing yet a curse I'm doing pretty bad but I guess I could be worse Demons all around Like 666