Here We Go Again

Here we go again I'm lost inside of my head I feel I'll never Iive a part of me has been dead I Just want wanna feel alright I just wanna feel alive All these vices I've been fighting, this addiction in my brain I've been writing everyday, but still this picture never paints Got my blood inside this brush, with all my tears that's pinned to pain I just wanna feel alive but I jus feel I can't escape All these problems that I hide are stuck like tattoos on my mind Got a girl that's from my past she as sweet as apple pie I can never let her go, cuz when I do she passing by And these feelings jus resurface, man it hurts so bad I cry But I'd Compare you to the moon you're like the stars in the sky The greatest comfort for my pain, on the darkest of nights We grew apart as we got older, and grew farther with time but I'mma always have your back, while this part of me dies... f*ck Here we go again I'm lost inside of my head I feel I'll never Iive a part of me has been dead I Just want wanna feel alright I just wanna feel alive I got way too much that's going on I hold up inside Loneliness is like a cancer taking tolls on my mind All these doctors and these women, suck my soul til it's dry To try to get a proper fix I know they wont ever find I know I'm broken I don't need you here to tell me the shit I wrote drowning, just to show you I ain't shelfing the shit Now it's all out on the table, I feel helpless again But I refuse to ask for help cuz humans selfish as shit You only help me for your gain, cuz if I make it I owe you You're all fake as f*ck, I see it in your face cuz I know you Always hated how you know the way they feel when they show you Here we go again with all this fucking pain that I go through... damn Here we go again I'm lost inside of my head I feel I'll never Iive a part of me has been dead I Just want wanna feel alright I just wanna feel alive All I've ever wanted was someone to call my own I grew up inside a house but I still don't call it home Wonder why I stick with music cuz this shit is all I know Never had a friend to turn to when I feel I'm all alone So I call to this music, I use this shit as my crutch Since I lost the girl I had, and every sense of my love I've felt numb, because it wasn't what I wished that it was It's all fake but I would take it I'm addicted like drugs But I've been stuck inside my head someone stop me from running I've been locked inside the booth I swear this project is coming Give me time and you will find all of the options you wanted I'm just too trapped inside myself for it to drop like I'm wanting... I'm sorry...