All The Times

Yeah I'm lookin' in the mirror, and I really don't like what I see And I'm readin' all the messages that you wrote, and it finally dawned on me that You were right, I was wrong And you're crazy if you think I don't know that There I go I'm gaslighting again, with the words that I said And you would think that I'd had learned my lesson One, two, three, four I gotta be the dumbest motherfucker that's ever lived For lettin' you get away I gotta be the biggest asshole in the whole entire world for Tryna make you see things my way And I really don't know Like what the f*ck is wrong with me? I am tryna see So I'm sittin' here thinking of all the times that I fucked up (Ooh wah, ooh wah, ooh wah, ooh wah wah wah) All the times that I fucked up Yeah, I'm feelin' like the biggest douchebag that's out here, out out here, yeah Cause I think you were the best part of me and now you're not here, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah So I'm, yeah I'm drinkin', I'm drinkin' out that mini bar Little glass bottles all over this hotel room Cause I don't really wanna face my mistakes, but I Gotta do it even if it doesn't lead me back to you I gotta be the dumbest motherfucker that's ever lived For lettin' you get away I gotta be the biggest asshole in the whole entire world for Tryna make you see things my way And I really don't know Like what the f*ck is wrong with me? I am tryna see So I'm sittin' here thinking of all the times that I fucked up I gotta be the dumbest motherfucker that's ever lived (yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah) For lettin' you get away I gotta be the biggest asshole in the whole entire world for Tryna make you see things my way And I might not ever know Like what the f*ck is wrong with me? I am tryna see So I'm sittin' here thinking of all the times that I fucked up All the times that I fucked up Man, I'm fuckin' up again, bro