i name this sword... PUNCH PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm still hung up on who I was four years ago Rom-hack save state take me back to summers spent alone Believe me I know, I'm the best one Over obsessed but, that's how you'll know I'll never let this go I'll say I know all along We're the best ones Tell me does it freak you out How I always let me down You think that I'd be over this by now Does it ever get you down Feeling like you've lost your crown Well don't look now Where do we start I don't know wether to fall in, fall back, or just fall apart I lose my mind when words pour out my head like We could wake up dead What if woke up dead Nothing matters, stop calling your ex Go to the bar, make some new friends Fail all your classes, party all night Drink to remember, and play to forget But Tell me does it freak you out How I always let me down You think that I'd be over this by now But don't get too down Even if you've lost your crown Well don't look now Believe in me Believe in you There's nothing else we could do And when it's dead We'll put our head in our hands And I won't have to hear you say