my own devices

I see the light through the trees now Everyone I know is growing up and I'm still here I'm still here I feel these songs in my chest now Always closing in and I know that my darkest fear Darkest fear Is being left to my own devices And falling victim to my lonely vices I see the light through my hands now Counting seconds 'til I stop pretending I don't know I don't know That every day is just the start of something I haven't met the person I'm becoming Every day is just the start of something I haven't met the person I'm becoming And being left to my own devices And falling victim to my lonely vices