Backwood

I'm here on a scholarship Slave to myself but I had to abolish It The thoughts I was dealing with The cost of this healing is Stacking up like I forgot where the ceiling is I won't give up now Had to drop a song so they feel me now Would they hear me out I need a break but they need me now Searching for peace and I'm learning how Lord knows I done seen it all When homies locked up and they need a call We didn't have money so we had to stall I'm focused they think I'm on Adderall And it feels like I'm moving backwards Cuz I'm feeling to light a backwood And it feels like I'm moving backwards Cuz I'm feeling to light a backwood I know you didn't mean to call I know deep down you didn't care at all I'm the one so they never gonna see me fall Tried to play me but I had to pause Don't talk too much Don't trust too much Say she love me but she said too much Take time but gyal too rush You can paint a picture but don't use my brush Lord knows I done seen it all When homies locked up and they need a call We didn't have money so we had to stall I'm focused they think I'm on Adderall And it feels like I'm moving backwards Cuz I'm feeling to light a backwood And it feels like I'm moving backwards Cuz I'm feeling to light a backwood They never thought I make it here I had to make it clear I been feigning for a change Know she sick of all these lames She ain't tryna play games It's exhausting Now I'm tryna cross it Show you what a boss is Meet me by the bar like I do it often I been confessing to much For these last few months I been stressing too much I figured this is my story now Girls gone wild I remember on Thursday You was always lurking Never thought that you would be the one who hurt me But that's how life goes My ILY was a typo I must be living in a cycle Lord knows I done seen it all When homies locked up and they need a call We didn't have money so we had to stall I'm focused they think I'm on Adderall And it feels like I'm moving backwards Cuz I'm feeling to light a backwood And it feels like I'm moving backwards Cuz I'm feeling to light a backwood Backwood Cuz I'm feeling to light a backwood