Serenity

Feeling, so low Exhausted, I feel drained Feel like I got no home No hope Wish I had somewhere I could stay Feeling, so low Exhausted, I feel drained Feel like I got no home No hope Feelings I can't change These memories are haunting me Everyday i'm looking for my peace of mind Some clarity But I can't see The pain from the past is creeping steadily Behind me Running from that shit is something that gets really tiring But I don't know what i'm doing This world is hella complicated Really confusing I keep misconstruing These people, they consuming My energy every day, don't know how I do it Maybe one day I'll be someone they confide in Tryna be honest with myself, gotta stop lying About how I'm Truly feeling Exasperated thinking Formulate these thoughts inside my head then i conceive it Feeling, so low Exhausted, I feel drained Feel like I got no home No hope Wish I had somewhere I could stay Feeling, so low Exhausted, I feel drained Feel like I got no home No hope Feelings I can't change What is life if we got nothing left to fight for With feelings of abandonment, a heart that's filled with strife Or The fact that I can't numb this pain, the feelings coming back My mind is filled with fogginess, is there something I lack I've been struggling for so long Contemplating if I'll find a place where I belong Tired of masquerading the fact that I ain't strong Hopefully I'll find serenity Then I can say that I've become a better me Can't wait to see it