hiatus

Gotta keep going up , but im on a hitaus , yeah I don't know what i'm doing wrong , but i gotta keep going Told em i was gone make em proud , but i don't even know what im doing Smoking on that gas everyday tryna relieve pain Tryna go above and beyond , but i'm locked on chains Tryna make my momma fucking proud , but i'm going insane Cuts way too deep , n**** i needa stop crying in the rain Needa stop lying to myself Told em what they wanna hear , but i just wanna k myself Ain got no fucking diamonds , ain got no fucking bitches Got the K to my head , n**** im really trigger itchin I don't think im going up , im staying at the bottom now He told me to get the grammys , i don't think im getting that crown N****s think its fun and games , til i make that choppa go boaw Sick and tired of this living shit , i needa get up and get me a bitch (i needa stay up and keep striving, yeah) Gotta keep going up , but im on a hitaus , yeah I don't know what i'm doing wrong , but i gotta keep going Told em i was gone make em proud , but i don't even know what im doing Smoking on that gas everyday tryna relieve pain Tryna go above and beyond , but i'm locked on chains Tryna make my momma fucking proud , but i'm going insane Cuts way too deep , n**** i needa stop crying in the rain