5:30AM

My most painful experience was uh, wasting my time Took a really long time to get over it, I feel like I'm still not over it sometimes It's a little bit reassurance when a motherfucker do that to you, I'm just like oh it's just you have problems, OKAY! This point you just kinda have to describe pain because pain for everyone is different Message delivered She ignores what I wrote But I do the same But I keep mine on do not disturb She wasn't worth it In the end It's getting harder to not think of you But I still love you I don't get why though Say you will be mine Was it worth it in the end? Is it weird if I, drink the tears from your cheeks? Cuz' you know I hate going to bed thirsty But what's done is done I want it back we'll laugh it off I sent a text I hope she calls I think you know I fucked it all up And I wear my heart on my sleeve And I think she hates it So I'll drown my feeling in kerosene, you know I mean it A year from now I'll laugh it off and probably then you'll be gone What a shame I lost it all Message read So you saw what I wrote And I don't need you I don't get why though Why you won't reply She's not worth it In the end Damaged pride And so vulnerable And I think I hate you You should have gone home Before we grew too close It's not worth it In the end It's been harder Staying sober It's 5:30am I don't get why though Why you won't reply This shit isn't worth it In the end Is it weird if I, drink yours tears? Cuz' you know I hate going to bed thirsty But what's done is done I want it back we'll laugh it off I sent a text I hope she calls I think you know I fucked it all up And I wear my heart on my sleeve And I think she hates it So I'll drown my feeling in kerosene, you know I mean it A year from now I'll laugh it off and probably then you'll be gone What a shame I lost it all