Issues

Where's the order Little kids proceed to murder We moving further Away from good, we crossed the border We getting caught up Forgetting this ain't how we brought up I'm tryna make a million dollars for my sons and daughters But these are topics for another day I'm putting work tryna make it homey anyway I lost my mind babe I think I might just run away But you could send me love and kisses then I might just stay Expired condoms in my wallet I ain't getting laid But I ain't bothered see my focus is on getting paid See i been thinking way too much man I been so afraid Bout what'll happen when my dues are finally getting paid Situation at home is getting critical Mom and dad been arguing a lot they getting physical But I guess it's typical, when love is just a myth homey it's pitiful And times is getting difficult God don't really care man it's been visible You don't even know Bout the shit that we been facing it's unusual I pray to God I leave a mark before I even go Will I amount to something?, God I really need to know You don't even know You don't even know We all got different God's but the same devil Feeding you fables they tryna keep your mind stable You can't even ask questions even if you're able Shits been confusing since the time of Cain and Abel My momma's up in heaven, or so I hope She been gone for 4 years it's been hard to cope Sometimes I wanna end it all, so I grab the rope And tie it to the ceiling, ugh!, Then I start to choke Cause I don't have a reason to live I wanna take it all cause I don't have a reason to give Melancholy my friend cause I got a reason to grieve I won't bow my head cause I ain't got a reason to believe I say no to drugs please don't spark it I don't pop pills homey please don't test me My whip a piece of shit Please go park it And Imma keep working till I buy my dad a Bentley Then we could take a ride with the music loud Then I'll finally hear him say that I made him proud But it really means nothing since my momma's not around And I'll probably never see her because I'm hellbound Too much on my mind baby I been thinking Hard to take a breath, baby I been sinking Tryna write my thoughts and so I put the ink in I need an escape, so I resort to drinking You don't even know Bout the shit that we been facing it's unusual I pray to God I leave a mark before I even go Will I amount to something?, God I really need to know You don't even know You don't even know