Letter to My Exes

It's something, it's just something I have to do Felt like I need to write this letter to you, to all of you So here I go This a letter to my exes A quick note shawty right before I exit Wonder if we could pick it right where i left it Nah I'm playing, i moved on the the next bitch No disrespect cause we had some good times Wasn't all bad cause we caught some good vibes Yeah I'm not perfect cause i told a few lies A few what the fucks and a couple few whys Look, apologize if i ever made you cry See I'm really sorry if i ever was a sly I tried to be a good guy, yeah you know I tried But you know the truth is, love always dies I met you, js2, i was new in the school Sat behind me my first crush it was you Quiet little girl you could tell she was cool I saw your new pictures girl you look beautiful Look, your smile was A1, was perfect Taught me how to love, made me feel i was worth it We was young tho, and both had different plans But you could hit my phone if you need a man Cause i feel like we ain't even have a chance To express the feelings before we even advanced Did i even kiss you?, did i even hold your hands? I know we have a feeling only two of us understand Look, i loved you in the wrong way I always feel i met you at the wrong age Cause i only cared 'bout what the mob say And so i let them break us up, shit was ugly Look, had to choose between you and my best friend I chose you and then i had less friends So i made the choice "baby let's end" That phase of my life taught me a lesson I remember slow walks in the night When they talked about you baby yes i would fight Didn't care too much tryna live my best life And shit, i know for certain you would've made the best wife Look, we don't talk much just once in a while But when you hit me up girl i can't stop to smile If we were still together girl I'd go the extra mile And love you till the day I'm walking you down the isle Look, you're my favourite the love was surreal I really felt it baby girl the love was foreal Till this day girl i love what we feel But we just needed time away so lovers could heal First love, first kiss, was your first f*ck When it comes to love I've really got the worst luck When it comes to you i swear i was lovestruck Had me talking naming kids man i was stuck But i played with your heart i was young Till we went and finally grew apart, i was dumb Remember girl we even had our own song Just give me a reason, now it's so long Got me thinking baby where did it go wrong? We just let it die away, supposed to grown strong Always told you you was out of my league She finally realised it, you can bet she did leave Let me take a minute just to tell you how i feel Cause it always seems like you got the wrong deal You loved me more than i did you, twasnt real I know that i hurt you deep it didn't heal look F*ck, cause it felt one sided You wanna talk to me but then I ain't excited Yeah, and so you decided To find another guy, i hate to be reminded Cause now she married and it feels like i lost her Took a chance with me can you can see what it cost her If i could take it back, I'd make a better offer But it won't happen cause the past is the past ugh Habits and these contradictions Why can't we sit and have a proper conversation? Can't move without communication Should've known from the start to proceed with caution I hope you're doing good cause I'm doing better This shawty that i know i wish I'd never met her She wanna love me but then I'd never let her And this for my ex bitch I'm writing you a letter How's the fam?, hope you're good?, cool I see you posting pics with other dudes, cool Know i always acted like a fool, true But the problem isn't even me, it's you It's you F*ck It's you