Mama I'm Tired

Mama this world ain't what you said it was It's cold and it's cold and it ain't getting warm The one I once knew is long dead and gone I don't know, I don't know a goddamn thing for sure I keep fucking up even when I'm doing my best Keep running away from things that aren't even there I can't sleep cause I'm scared of the back of my head It's like living with a brain hardwired to hurt itself Still getting scared and I don't know what of Looked everywhere but I can't find my soul You keep showing me ways and I keep getting lost Cause none of them seem to be leading home Mama I don't wanna look back one day And see nothing but a bitter man Life wasted away, overcome with pain A part of him has lived, but most of him wasn't there