Surprise (feat. Daim)

I couldn't get out of bed Can't get enough of the meds Pale looking face Staring the mirror while felt my emotions were red Said that it was too late Found that it wasn't till 8 I couldn't take it enough of the waiting Yo this isn't fate Where are these hands that create? Praising for only the great I couldn't praise you for something destroyed How did you say? The cunningness ploy On that sickening day Playing your toy Actin all coy Nevertheless your health I will pray No darkness today Mood of forgiveness light seeking its ray Month of the may May you get paid Pay all your bills Hope you stay safe Making your meals Cooking your deals Find you be happy with day after day Hope you be smiling like Lisa Monet Give a bouquet No need to repay Why did you take me by surprise? Feeling alone without you in my hands (Ehhh) Feeling abyss while I'm losing my soul Killing internal I'm feeding the roles We coulda grown till we living in old Times we regret now I'm feeling so low The wheel keep on rolling What's life tryna throw? Reeling me in to the drama the show Distance myself cause I'm just tryna grow Out of this vest that a flak couldn't hold Bullet is proof that a Judas is born Dirty in looks how you looking in scorn Even in death you still couldn't give mourn Peace to the dead yeah you chased 'em all gone Monster a demon don't know what you are Repent in this sermon reborn when its dawn Sent you to learn no no not giving scars Days that I yearn you keep texting my phone Tell you to stop Listened all night Head boutta pop Building ya' ego You're right its the pop This isn't opera no need for the bop Shaking your head Saying what's not Lies finna rot Like me my truth Don't give me the false Livin in tune Calm in the pulse like the weather in June Summer is bought You (took me) took me by surprise (Why) Why did you take me by surprise? Feeling alone without you in my hands (Ehhh) You (took me) took me by surprise Why did you take me by surprise? (Feeling alone without) Feeling alone without you in my hands