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Everything around me just a dream Everything around me just a dream I toss an turn but I can't sleep I don't wanna fail, so I pay it no mind but it creeps up behind me like Freddy Krueger an climbs on my shoulder for a ride So throughout the day it picks my brain on the ways, I could f*ck up task Its like i star in a play an I'm acting what's happening but I'm not really there Its like I'm hovering over my shoulder without a care. But I do care yanno? But I never can say that I wanna share yanno? Cause anxiety targets it an promptly just aims at it An everything seems pointless but I still try can't avoid it I'm boiling an at this point I look over an I'm in tears An all the moments blent together like my failures over years F*ck, I can't explain it, it's ambivalent expression, It leaves me breathless clenching at my chest Thrown up my breakfast without so much a message I'm just left with my fears loathing myself and my life as it all becomes clear. I need therapy.